|
I say it all.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
It is going to be almost a month since I stepped into the ward. I can safely say I have gotten used to the situation,however so I still am a little bit s.l.o.w in initiating,checking and managing certain things. I am pushing myself to be better and better each day. The drive to prove to my seniors and my precept that I am capable of achieving something at the end of the day is so hard,I felt over-worked and stressed.
Today I felt the strain in my back,that throbbing pain in my head and I know that I havent had any proper rest eversince. Yes,I had my off days. But being such a whack ass,I went out on my every off days and it certainly did cost my health.Haha.
I am certainly counting down to the number of days for my next pay check. Haha. I am such a loser,ya know. I budgeted so much,I actually still cant save much for this month. Shame on me! So for the next 17 days or so,I shall scringe and spend as little as I can.
I have plans for next month =P I always have plans lah! Besides,I am shifting to the study so I can (finally) have my own personal space. New fan,new curtains.new whatever things I want to splurge on. Damn,bf is certainly going to nag on me for sure. Sheesh.
Plus,I need a digital camera. Am so tempted to buy Sony H20 series,but I guess I should just spend it on the new w180. When I'm richer I shall get myself a Lumix. Haha!
I need a new phone too. Anyone who has great big lobangs,please tell me. My bf has a big lobang,but i love bigger holes. Hahaha. Sounds so fucking wrong!
Ahhh guys & my gf,bile nk jumpe ni? I miss you guys already lah! Anyway the fasting month would come by real soon. How about we plan to buka together then boleh beli dendeng.Yum yum! Cheh shiffa,puasa belum start,kau dah macam-macam.
But first,4th august is very important. *hint hint* Right Nad? ;)
11:45 pm
|
