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What doesnt kill me only makes me stronger.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Before I sway my attention to Pets Society AGAIN,I should start pouring my brains out for a proper update,at least.
I had a good start with my preceptor yesterday.I won't call it great nor that bad,but it was tough. My precept is strict. I realise time management is very important. But I did show her that I am capable of doing things without being reprimanded. But when it comes to organising my work,updating charts and managing my time well I can say I am just an amateur. I need time to improve myself.
Like this morning,I felt like crying cos I was really stressed up.Mentally,I have not prepared myself for that situation.I really should.Being under probation hasnt been easy for me. I want to show my precept that I can do it and I am able to handle the pressure. However I know time is not a luxury for me. Being a nurse and a student is different. There are many more responsibilities for me to take up. Nothing called free and easy for me now!
Many would say that hey,being a nurse is easy. Well go eat your words ok! It seriously isn't. There are so many things to do,to monitor,to update,to manage,to send,to help around. Basically,it's pure hectic especially in the morning.
I told myself - In order to learn,it doesnt hurt to be criticised by someone who knows better than me. In order to be successful and better,I need all the guidance that I can get from my seniors. They have indeed been very helpful to me. I have so much more to learn. I get goosebumps thinking of it,especially thinking of my preceptor. Hehe.
Come tomorrow,I shall step up my game and improve myself to be better. I sure dont want to get my probation extended. Sheesh :S
Anywayyy...I've gotten my payslip and praises to Allah swt,I am happy with it (: Enough for me to last through the whole of next month. I really need to save up so that I can enjoy more things in months to come. I've my bills to pay,things to splurge on and enjoy in orderto feel the excitement of a normal human being. HAHA!
I feel I need advice on financial planning.I dont want to splurge and end up with almost nothing in less then 2 weeks after I receive my pay. It's so depressing to think about having to go through the next 20 days with so little in the bank and so little to spend on.
But I think I have done a good job,though it might be a bit kiasu in people's eyes because I have always written down what I need and want. I always make a mental note to myself that I have priorities. So right now,I am teaching myself to get used to saving up for something that I really need so that at the end of the day,I would have lesser problems to think of.
Come to think of it,I want to achieve self satisfaction. It's not to early to start planning. Perhaps life lessons taught me well enough to prepare myself for the rainy days.
Haiya.I have been trying forever to load Restaurant City and it's still under maintenance eversince this afternoon. *inserts vulgarities*
On a side note,TRANSFORMERS is hot right now lah kan! Date with my favorite boy this Saturday! Yeay!
p/s: I am the youngest in the ward.Feels so weird.
9:17 pm
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