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Mary Jolisa.
Saturday, May 09, 2009
I dont know what is wrong with these people.The have serious problems with me,ya know.I just simply can't have my own life,right?
Maybe,what my granny and aunt said is really true.Eversince I told them about how life is at home,they understood me.I tried so hard to be a good child to them,but they don't appreciate it.Eversince I ran home the other day,they told me I really need to get out my home,fast.
I never did intend to run away,but it felt so fucked up,I decided enough was enough.I did my own thinking,made my own plans and together with D,we would go through this together.
When you ran away and do something rash,then you would realise who is the one always by your side,who listens,who understands.My sis,my boyfriend were the ones. But when I told Nad,she kinda got angry.Yes it was irrational,but if only you knew how I felt.But,I do have my regrets and worries.
So in 10 days,I would be starting my full time job.I swear I'm nervous.I want to make things right this time round.I want to show them that I do stand somwhere and it is higher than them.I want to show those who have brought me down in any way during the past.
I dont mean to be a snob,but hey,I am someone now,even if I am starting from scratch.I will be someone and a good one in the near future.
No high hopes ok.But just to increase my confidence level (: Insyallah,I can achieve my goals in the near future.So next year,what would my goal be? What would your goal be papa? ;)
10:12 pm
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