I have been cooped up at home for so many days.It has been depressing considering I dont get to go out due to financial constraints and the lack of proper energy to go out and have fun.Now that's,a long sentence.Haha.

Last Saturday went out with dearest boyfriend for a short date.Went to Expo to look around the bridal exhibition.No,I am not getting married soon,but I suppose I want to check out what's the latest trends in the market for couples.Pa's a little sceptical about the idea.He hates crowds and he hates being asked when we are tieing the knot.Ok wait,he is not against the idea,but see,Shah and me,are not that prepared yet.Physically,mentally and financially unprepared.

Getting married seems to be an idea of fun,but it comes with a whole lot of responsibility and $kechings$. We have many things we want to achieve first,all those little yet,important things.

I might want to pursue my diploma,or maybe be financially stable.So does Shah.My mind is not that clear.My future is still,hazy.But I can be well assured it shall be,with God's will,stable.

So there,a very long entry about what's in my mind.Am waiting for Shah to arrive before we head off for a simple and nice date (: Missed him a bunch.

Thank God,my uncle has been in good health =]

6 more days till the start to a full time working adult aye.The thought of it scares me.Damn,I am not ready! My sister asked me,"Kakak,are you ready to start work? You sure you haven't lost or forget what you have to do or learnt?"

Impromptuly,I said,"No,i haven't.It's basic what."

Yeah right Shiffa,as if.Go do some reading!