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Reflections.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
I don't know why I keep getting sick since last week.Bad enough for the sudden haemorrhoids & migraine,yesterday I got chills and body aches.All of a sudden my temperature rose to 38.8. It felt so horrible.I am really worried about this ya know.
Im so afraid this is going to jeorpadize my marks.I still have a few more skills to do in order to achieve 75%.Im afraid my marks would be pulled down due to my absence.Having Ms Cheng around is very stressful.My A has been pulled down to a B. Sighh..I must get an A so that my GPA can be better.
However still,Ms Cheng is a fairly good teacher.She wants everything to be perfect,gives out unnecessary comments but really strict in person.I am not like what others might say angkat bodek,but it is true.I have learnt alot from her.I am a person who can accept critisms as long as they are constructive and will make a good difference.It has been sometime since I did some reflections about my cp and this is the perfect time for it.
Starting from monday,I am only left with 14 days of CP.I have to work really hard to show my sincerity,my knowlegde and skills not just to impress Ms Cheng,but to also be a better nurse and get a better grade.I had a heart to heart talk with her the other day and I could see she is a nice person.There are some poeple who don't agree with her,I can understand that.Maybe they are just not ready to change themselves and adapt to her ways.I am and I will try to do it.I want to show that at the end of the day,I gain knowledge and can put it to full use when I pass out.
If only my cliques are here,they would sure push me beyond my limits to show my full potential. (: But now,everyone is busy with their own attachments I guess.So it's ok with me.I still have pa to lookout for me.He constantly pushes me to show my true potential.Ms Cheng commended me that I have good knowledge.It's just that at times,Im not aware of my actions and dont really know how to put my knowledge practically.
Well,I am going to work hard,take care of my health,complete my skills and be courteous to my cp mates,lecturer and staff.
14 more days! I am so nervous.Speaking of which,I have not submitted my employment letter to Sister Agnes -.- HAHA.Shall do it soon.MUST!
Till then loves.
11:06 pm
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