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PROFILE
SHIFFA AZIHA
In love with,SHAH
I chose to love cos' hate is sucha ugly word.
p/s:credits to printpatten.blogspot.com for the awesome image!
Amalia
Alwi
Danielle
Daffy
Dirah
Farhan
Fasha
Fezzah
Hazwan
Huda
Jessica
Masturah
Munirah
Nozhat
Ramlan
Seri
Shima
July 2007
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September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
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August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

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Too fast!
Saturday, January 03, 2009
The holidays are ending really fast.Today is Saturday,which leaves tomorrow and as soon as I get home from work,go to sleep,wake up in the morning,and off I will go to KKH for my Mother & Child posting. Oh god,scary nak mampos!
It's already 2009 in a blink of an eye.How time flies.
So what are my resolutions? I dont believe in having any.I've had failed resolutions no doubt! Haha.
But I always want to be a better person to everyone,especially to my family,friends and boyfriend. Always believe in the good things in life.Problems are really simple to solve,but making the right decision is the hardest part. Thus I hope I shall always have faith,hope and confidence in myself throughout my life,to have a smooth journey for 2009,get a job and make myself prettier and happier! Hehe.
'08 has left with many memories.Both sad and happy.I can't deny that there are people who leave bittersweet memories in my life.They are life changing experiences and it makes me learn more about myself,find out who I am in life and know what my strengths and weaknesess are. It's not some ghetto experience,but it sure does leave a mark in my life.
I have met many great people.Involving myself in class activities,going to school everyday without fail,going for Interact,really proved to me that it made me a different individual from others and thus helps me to be a better person.
I loved school.As much as I hated my secondary school journey,I loved my ITE life.It's sad to be leaving all those happy and sad memories soon.They have been a bunch of buffoons,but hell,we sure crack up silly and nasty jokes about one another and those memories are worth remembering.
I have been really close with my cliques.They have been there for me,we talked,gossiped,studied,confided in each other for our mushy,lovey dovey,funny,crazy stuffs. Yeah,that's what friends are for right?
I broke up,thinking I would never find a new love until I am really ready and it is LOVE that comes to me.I even told myself not now,maybe a few years time.But love has a way of working it's magic,huh? And for the past 4 months and 29 days,my Md Shah Khairul has been with me through tough times.There has been massive conflicts between us.Fire versus Fire,there is bound to be conflicts right?
But I always tell myself,it's ok.In life,there are bound to be conflicts.In order to mature and have a better relationship,it's best to learn from each other and get to know each other well,thus taking everything slowly before deciding what's best for each other next.
No matter what,I love you dee!
I don't think I'm prepared for KKH's posting.Imagine dropping a newborn baby,getting G.E,spreading G.E and failing your posting.ARGH! Madness! I have this feeling I am going to slack this time round.The feeling of insecurity,unsure-ness has been lingering in myself for the past week. I hope it would not affect me.I have confidence,I shouldnt be OVER confident.I should be hardowrking like the rest of my cliques so that I could graduate with a satisfactory grade and then,working life.
Time really REALLY flies you know.I miss my cliques.Wishful part of me to have a gathering.Everyone is so busy! No smses from even the close ones except from Nad and Daffy.I was told my Daffy that Nad was pretty upset when none of the guys replied to her sms except for me! What the heck! Pretty disappointing I guess? I can't make it though. I've my part time job.Well,don't be upset ok sayang? One day we should really go out! If the others cant make it,we just go for our own date ok? Leave our man behind,what say you? Hehe.
*HUGS NADIAH*
I miss you naddaffyjesslanhan!
And to those whom I love,missed,know and do not know,Happy '09!
12:20 pm
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