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Serious backache.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
My back's hurting so much right now.Someone,anyone puhleeaassse help me?Bending forward seems like a chore right now.I wonder how it'd feel if I were to get all round and pregnant.Sheesh.
You know,last night I cried so hard because of what you said.It felt so right.Im still afraid to really put in my all in this relationship.But baby,Im trying and I know I can make it.I just need to find the confidence which I've been lacking.
I am really thankful for the life I'm having right now.Yeah,every day there'd be new problems arising but this IS life and we can NEVER run away from it.I can never ask for more.
I wonder how other people around me are right now.It's been so long since I smsed or even call them.I miss the cliques.I miss the rowdy atmosphere.I miss their laughters.Still I cant deny,it's a matter or months till we all graduate and lead our own separate lives.It's so unfair.I found new people whom I love & they're going away from me in a matter of months.Each time I think of it,it breaks my heart.Sighh..
Oh ya.I got back my medical posting marks.Im really proud of myself.I told myself I can do it & I did.If not for the guys for their motivation,I think I'd still be hanging loose.I got potential and I shouldnt waste it.It's time to push myself.Year 2 isnt the year to mess around anymore.
6 more months till graduation.
Shiet.
9:29 pm
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