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Boxers&Tees.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing.Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'.And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's.All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses.I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood.I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could.We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt.
Dreams, Dreams.Of when we had just started things.Dreams of you and me.It seems, It seems,That I can't shake those memories.I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there.I know it sounds lame but its so true.I know its not right, but it seems unfair.That the things are reminding me of you.Sometimes I wish we could just pretend.Even if only for one weekend.So come on, Tell me..
Is this the end?
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aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati
aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang dulu mampu terangi
sudut gelap hati ini
aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat
kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan
aku pulang, tanpa dendam
kuterima kekalahanku
aku pulang,tanpa dendam
kusalutkan kemenanganmu
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan kau derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita
rebahkan tangguhmu
lepaskan perlahan
kau akan mengerti semua.
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You said you could live without me.I cant.
You said they are your life.You're mine.
You said you loved me.You loved.But I have always love.
You said you'd rather die.I already died a hundred times.
I've been waiting,begging but its going nowhere.I need to let go of myself.I need to be alone,to be somewhere no one cares who & what am I.
Letting go is the hardest thing to do.It is & Im slowly trying to let go.
Let me cry,let me wail.
Let me get angry,let me just wither & die.
At the end of the day,it will all be the same.
When I said I loved you,yesterday,today,tomorrow.Forever.For eternity.
I meant it.I learnt to keep my word & i did.
I was young,i was foolish.
& now I have a price to pay for what I did.Labels: of my past present n future
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