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depressed siak!
Monday, January 21, 2008
Seriously,Im so depressed now that I have so many to rant about.I feel like procrastinationg a whole lot and moving this heavy rock from my heart.
It's about my dad's side of the family,who are soooooooo fucking kanina uh.Sometimes I pity my dad cause he has never done anything wrong to anyone and he really doesnt need the SPECIAL treatment that his sibs are giving him right now.I put up a fucking smile just so that his sibs think that I no nuts about what's happening around me.They are just hypocrites and at times,I wished that I wasnt a part of their family.Im happier with my mom's side because for sure,they aresure unlike those people who race for riches and when they get a big deal out of something,their noses go so high that they you can even see their nose hair.Fugly.No matter how rich you are,but you're poor in attitude and morales,I shall have no respect for these kind of people.Yes,my parents may not be well to do but because they taught me with these values,I know that deep inside I am rich.
For all I know,hell i know all the little things in this family.They just put up a freaking front infront of me and my family.
Hey,you guys are not smart enough.Its just that God was by your side and gave you a moment's worth of greatness that you became what you are now.My family may lead a hard life but we dont owe you a fucking living.My parents happiness are what's most important to me.These are a great deal to me.You may have nice children but if you dont teach them respect,then I shant give you the respect that you deserve,likewise how your child treated my parents.
You people are just a pain in the freaking ass and looking at your masked faces,you are not even worth the good things that you have done.You may show concern to outsiders but you are nothing less than a human being if you just go around showing that you are nice.
And because of one hell of so many reasons,my family was isolated and not even considered part of your HUGE BUT FUCKING LOSER family.Truthfully,Im happier living like this rather than have to have losers meddling with my family's life because for one thing,we dont owe you a living.
Know what,I have this psychic power that you guys might just bitch talk about my dad,my mom and my sibs,me included.It's nice isnt it having to talk behind our SORRY backs and not including us in any of your GRAND affair.Anyway we couldnt care less though.It's your fucking affair anyway.My family dont go around poking our beautiful noses into other peoples butt.
Anyway enough of that.I'm just so annoyed and i really hope those people whose ugly images are flashing in my mind get their retribution.I just love my dad and dont wish to see him being treated this way.He keeping quiet doesnt mean that he doesnt feel anything.Cibai lah,i hate you people.And when the time comes,you'll know whose who.
Im not done yet,but I rather keep mum for awhile now.How fucking annoyed can one get sak.
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I need to shop,like seriously.Mast,Im booking you.Haha.
I think Im pms-ing lah.
On a lighter note,Selamat Pengantin Baru Kak Girl (: I like your pink berkat.huhu ^^,V
8:38 pm
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